Last night, I left my office at 4 and drove to Morgantown,
West Virginia, to lecture at the West Virginia University School of Nursing
today. It was a very nice lecture with
great questions and afterwards I had a quick lunch with the former Dean of the
school who asked me how the idea of the writing to work out my stresses came to
me. Other than I have always written and
it has helped me to work out my stresses over time, I didn’t know what to
answer. I suppose the 26 essays for a 26
mile race could be called cute or clever (the latter being her word for it) but
I can’t imagine that I am the only one who has taken to writing a lot in some
format. All my format does it provide
some coherence and gives me a sense of when I will reach my goal.
As the days go on we get more news. The surviving brother accused of the bombing
sent a text of “LOL” to his friend when his friend texted the accused that he
looked like the suspect in the picture.
Apparently the young man had even bragged about knowing how to build a
bomb. And his friends tried to help to
protect him. All of this leads me to
believe even more that the young man who my friends and I just thought was
acting like a real jerk on April 15 at about 3 in the afternoon at the
government center stop on the green line of the T may truly have been the
surviving accused. How many people out
there would joke about such a thing?
But setting that aside, a drive from Baltimore to Morgantown
is characterized by one very important feature.
There are lots of hills. Now, the
hills between Baltimore and Morgantown are bigger when you get closer to
Morgantown. And if we were to think about them as hills on a race we could
think of them as rolling hills rather than the mostly downhill first half of
Boston and the four distinct uphills of the second half.
Combine the analytic nature of what the investigators are
finding about the continuing flow of evidence in Boston with the thinking about
hills, and what do I get to write about today?
An analysis of my race. How the
hills affected me? And how the hills
brought on the unexpected. How hills
have repeatedly brought on the unexpected for me. Yet how similar my last three races have
been. While this theme is only weakly
linked to the negative events of the day that I am trying to toss aside like
petals plucked from a flower, even simple reflection on the positive aspect of
running the race itself will help me to take one step closer to putting the
negatives behind me as well.
With that in mind, let’s look at what I ran—based on my
Garmin watch. One note before I
start—the Gamrin tells me I ran 26.4 miles.
Perhaps I added a bit by running from side to side to get water at the
different water stops. I won’t ponder
this too much because if my average pace was correct and I had just run 26.2, I
would have qualified for Boston again next year. Not that I have any thought of doing it
again next year, it would simply have been nice to know that if I wanted to I
could.
Setting that aside and focusing on how long it took me to
get from the start to the finish regardless of how many miles I ran to get
there it is interesting to note that my last three marathon finish times were
all within 91 seconds of each other. I
ran 3:15:45 at the NCR Trail Marathon in 2011.
I ran a 3:14:25 at the Lower Potomac River Marathon in 2012. And I ran a 3:15:56 at the Boston Marathon in
2013. And that Boston run was with a lot
more base but only 4 weeks that I ran between 40 and 50 miles and just 2 weeks
when I ran more than 50 miles since the first of the year. That was all I could manage and the runs were
high quality, which was the focus on the training. I can’t say how I would have done if I had
run more miles. And it doesn’t matter as
I didn’t. The training is done. The race is done. I ran exactly what I trained to run.
I can also look at splits and compare them. The NCR trail marathon began just a bit
faster than the Boston Marathon. But I
was able to run the NCR trail marathon much more consistently hanging around
7:20 until the last six miles. And even
the last six miles were held under 8 until the last 2 when we had to run
uphill. Of the three races to compare,
the NCR Trail marathon actually had the slowest time at 20 miles, but I hung in
well until the very end.
Lower Potomac also started a bit faster than Boston. In fact, the time remained faster until the
conclusion of mile 16. I’d say I overdid
it at mile 16 in Boston as I ran a 7:02.
But I don’t think it was really all that bad as I continued to run and
even pulled a 7:10 at mile 22 in Boston (fastest mile 22 by far) but then
closed with three miles at 8+. What
helped in contrast at Lower Potomac was the flatness at the end.
My body knew how to handle the mostly flat NCR Trail
marathon but didn’t know what to do with that final uphill. My body made the most of the flat ending of
Lower Potomac to open the door to Boston in the first place. In Boston, my body didn’t know what to make of
the first 13 miles downhill and just had nothing left to give to try to pull
those last three miles back down.
Through mile 20 was my fastest ever.
So I was doing something right in terms of the slower start and then
picking up just as I had discussed with my main running mentor. What was most interesting was that in the
mile that included Heartbreak Hill I
still ran an 8:04 and managed to run a very respectable mile after that. It was simply that I reached a point at which
I really couldn’t get going “fast” again.
I realize that I know many individuals who would be hard pressed to run
one 8:11 mile—let alone close out a marathon with that being the slowest
mile. But it was not fast for me.
If I had it to do over again—I don’t know that I would have
done anything differently—except to find a way to dig a little deeper at the
conclusion. And if I ever do get a
chance to do it again, the whole goal will be to reach the last five miles and
put myself back up against the test. Looking
at the last three marathons the path to 20 and what I ran at 20 was highly
variable. The paths through the last 10K
were also highly variable with one slowing down but not too much—one being
somewhat slow and then really slow—and one being a mix of up and down in the
last six.
Just as I didn’t know what the hills would bring that day—either
while I ran them or in the aftermath—and I did not know what the hills would bring
today—other than a great opportunity to present my word—I look ahead to new
challenges. Understanding them somewhat
in advance. Being on the lookout for
completely unanticipated events along the way.
Making the most of every opportunity
and every challenge that presents itself.
And praying to God and for St. Sebastian’s intercession that the dreams
and opportunities that motivate the journeys through the challenges will not
ever be swept away from me like they were for so many on April 15.
Here are splits for anyone interested:
ReplyDelete1 00:07:31.2 00:07:31.2
2 00:07:18.0 00:14:49.2
3 00:07:16.1 00:22:05.3
4 00:07:13.8 00:29:19.1
5 00:07:26.0 00:36:45.1
6 00:07:08.3 00:43:53.4
7 00:07:14.4 00:51:07.8
8 00:07:17.1 00:58:24.9
9 00:07:15.2 01:05:40.1
10 00:07:14.5 01:12:54.6
11 00:07:18.0 01:20:12.6
12 00:07:08.5 01:27:21.1
13 00:07:11.9 01:34:33.0
14 00:07:12.7 01:41:45.7
15 00:07:15.5 01:49:01.2
16 00:07:02.7 01:56:03.9
17 00:07:24.6 02:03:28.5
18 00:07:28.8 02:10:57.3
19 00:07:11.5 02:18:08.8
20 00:07:23.5 02:25:32.3
21 00:08:04.0 02:33:36.3
22 00:07:10.6 02:40:46.9
23 00:07:44.6 02:48:31.5
24 00:08:07.9 02:56:39.4
25 00:08:02.1 03:04:41.5
26 00:08:11.2 03:12:52.7
27 00:03:03.3 03:15:56.0